"My love for you will never change"

Peace seems out of reach at times, my husband's departure for lieutenant training looms ready to devour me.  Between tear stained pillows and sleepless nights DCTalk's song rings in my ears.

"The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today

Is Christians who acknowledge 

Jesus with their lips
Then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyle.

That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable."

Is this one for the people? Is this one for the Lord?

Or do I simply serenade for things I must afford?

You can jumble them together, my conflict still remains

Holiness is calling, in the midst of courting fameCause I see the trust in their eyes

Though the sky is falling
They need Your love in their lives

Compromise is calling
What if I stumble, what if I fall? What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?

Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?

What if I stumble, and what if I fall?
What if I stumble, what if I fall?
You never turn in the heat of it all

What if I stumble, what if I fall?

Father please forgive me for I cannot composeThe fear that lives within me

Or the rate at which it growsIf struggle has a purpose on the narrow road you've carved
Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar

Do they see the fear in my eyes? Are they so revealing?

This time I cannot disguise all the doubt I'm feeling

What if I stumble, what if I fall?
What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?

Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?

What if I stumble, and what if I fall?

What if I stumble?
Everyone's got to crawl when you know that
You're up against a wall, it's about to fall Everyone's got to crawl when you know that

I hear You whispering my name [You say]"My love for You will never change" [never change]

What if I stumble, what if I fall?

What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?

Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?

What if I stumble, and what if I fall?
What if I stumble, what if I fall? You never turn in the heat of it all
What if I stumble, what if I fall?

You are my comfort, and my God
Is this one for the people, is this one for the Lord? 

"You are my comfort, and my God."  My mom-in-law keeps reminding me that God is bigger than the US Army.  Now it is time for me to live her words of truth.  

29Are not two sparrows sold for a penny^[a^]? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. 30And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. Matthew 10:29-32